I remember the time when I would look at a girl and be like yucky no, I will never get married. But then came the time when my whole perspective towards girls changed.
How did this happen??
Well the answer is simple. I know many would deny this fact but it started with porn. Yes porn!!
When I entered my teen and between my whole puberty I met a guy. He was a big brother to all he young guys but wasn't related. He would always be with a new girl and I must say he was a player.
One day I when I was sitting in the garden he came which a girl. Now she is a girl big deal but she was different. The way she smelled the way she looked the way she dressed. I could not understand what was happening. Yes she was elder then me and no she didn't had a clue of my existence.
As I stared at her the big brother looked at me and gave me a wicked smile and rode of in the sunset with this girl. When he came back I was down having my evening walk when he caught me. He looked at me and said why were you staring at that girl. I was scared as hell and all I could say was no I didn't look at her sorry sorry. I was sure ill be getting a good beating or else he would tell my mom but then the most unusual thing happen, he smiled and said chill I know you are growing up and and I know you are going to imagine about her in the night don't worry she is not my girlfriend and its OK you can think about her
"what a jerk" I thought but couldn't say out loud but then again what was he saying it didn't make sense and then he gave me a CD and told me to watch it when no one is around and I took it and asked him what's is it. He just looked at me and said its Aladdin.
Oh I was so happy that night and wondered why should I watch it alone. But who cares I was a fan of Aladdin princess jasmine, magic carpet, and genie. As I played it I saw the whole Arabian night set-up and the most unusually busty jasmine. As I kept watching my life was changed that basket had ruined my most beloved children memory. They did their business on the poor carpet while genie stood here watching. My life was changed and my view towards girls was changed. Now you must be thinking what is the big deal well I came from an era where we didn't have personal pc android phones and internet. We didn't have access to any kind of literature at a push of a button. Having such material itself was an achievement.
From that day I had a new view towards girl they were not just people with long hair, weird bodies and unusual mood swings they were more. In a while I would try on girls and see where it goes but never had more then holding hands. Then I saw her my first love. She looked so cute with those puppy eyes, and horse tail like pony. She always were pink and the most delicate thing I have ever seen and I knew it was love because I didn't want to see her naked.
